6.00.01 I'll Always Take The Blame By Jennifer

I watch as the promises break before my eyes,
Knowing that all the apologies in the world can't change the things I did.
Looking at all the wishes unfulfilled and all the lies revealed,
Knowing that no matter how tight I shut my eyes,
Even in my dreams, they can't be rid.

It was just in that moment,
When something that means the world to you can somehow fade,
And as you begin to realize what a mistake you've made,
You still somehow expect it will be erased.

And even if you think its not killing me inside,
That all the dirty looks and words don't affect me in any way,
You have to know my guilt is a million times stronger than that,
With all my regrets slapping me in the face.

I can't imagine how much you must hate me,
Or how disappointed you may be.
I'm so so sorry for the mistakes I've made,
But I know you can't accept it from me.

And even though everyone says it can only get better,
I know it can only get worse.
Cuz day by day the wound gets bigger,
And no bandage can heal that hurt.

And I'm not expecting to be forgiven,
Cuz I know what I did was wrong.
I just wanted to tell you how I'm feeling,
That I know I no longer belong.

With the blazing flames that once burned between us,
Frozen as cold as ice,
I sit alone and wondering ...
When did I stop being so nice.

But all the sorrow in the world along with all the regrets,
I know things will never be the same,
I know you'll never forget.
And even if it seems like a lie,
I still love and care for you the same.
And I know that no matter how much I'm hurting,
I'll always take the blame.