6.3.01 ~ IF ONLY~ By: CHRISTINA a.k.a. " DREAMER"

If only luv was easy to show & see
then you'll see how deep my luv is for u.
If only you knew u hold the key
to my heart, my soul, and all thats tru.
Even if the sun is shining warm and bright
somehow i can't feel the warmth of its rayz
a cloud over my head keeps away the light
I lost count of all these cold and lonely nights
If only i didnt lose to my fears and dared
to tell u wut i was thinking, was feeling
If only life wasn't like a forest uncleared
now the scars will never be healig
even if the sky is blu after the rain
the world is still so dark and cold like the sea
I dont think i can take n-e-more of this rain
Wut happened to all the joy i use to see?
I cant bring myself to look up and smile
God knows how hard I'm trying not to cry
How does a short distance become a mile?
There was a time when u stood close by
If only things were different for u and me,
If only luv was easy to show & see.

TO THE GUY I LUV,

TO THE GUY I CANT HAVE........